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Andrew Landon - Dear Polly Garcia

Okay so this song is like five years old . The guy who wrote it Andrew Landon was this guy who wrote poetry for his girlfriend Polly Garcia. He wrote many songs about her. They were together for two years and he was so in love with her that he was so saddened when she broke up with him. A year later they got back together after he made a YouTube video about how he still loved her, they dated again for three months until he found out she was cheating on him. That was when he officially ended it . Fast forward to 2012 and his videos and poetry about his first love Polly still get views on YouTube. As of lately Andrew is married to a girl called Allie and is very happy, but he still says he will never forget his first love Polly Garcia and how she made him feel. 

I used to listen to this song when I was 16 and it made me smile because it was so cute. Now I’m 20 and it still makes me smile

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atrashyvagabond:

Remember The Times | Andrew Landon

I have a love/hate relationship with this song.

I miss the way that we were so crazy about each other, two teenagers madly in love. Sometimes I wish I could tell you everything, make everything alright.

I know you still love me but there’s something jaded about the way you look at me now. And there’s something in our conversations that keeps us from saying everything that we’d like to. I don’t know if it’ll ever get that good again, and I’m afraid to let go of this. I’m afraid of starting something new, because what if it’s never the same? what if you were the best one for me?

If I could meet you again for the first time, what would I say? Knowing you’d become my first love in the future and we’d date for almost two years and become glue and somewhere down the line…we didn’t stick anymore…

There will come a day, when you lay your head on a guys chest and you realize that his heartbeat doesn’t match yours. Our love was so strong that we felt each others love from being 3,000 miles away from each other.

I will love you until I can say no more…

You hung the stars in the sky, what makes you think that you can not love me again? I just wish for you to come back. To realize that you are happy with me. That we can be happy again. You may say you don’t love me anymore but I know deep down you do.

If you just give me a call, if you just listen to what I have to say then maybe we can be together again. Maybe we could be that couple that nobody could stop the love coming from each others hearts. I find it impossible to get through to you but for some reason after a year I’m still fighting for it. Still fighting for that phone call from you.

To hear your voice on the other end. To know that I’m happy again. I just wish you knew how much I miss you. How much time I spend thinking about you. How much time I put in my day to think of things to do to get you back.

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thelonelysombrero:

Definition of Love - Andrew Landon

Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans. But that’s the thing. Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.

Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can’t see. They can’t see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you’re in love. It’s inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can’t live without it. What you don’t learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn’t worth it until we are complete and utter idiots about it.

Love isn’t her calming you down when you yell. It’s her yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded. It isn’t her/him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable.

It’s after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It’s not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it’s not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s her standing there, admitting she’s just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved. You’ve unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another persons hands and said, here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat. Or forget I ever handed it to you. As long as you have it.

It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that we shouldn’t cross. Because love isn’t about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe, feeling sure about the future. It’s about scaring the shit out of every nerve in our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all the tears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it’s a hell of a lot better, than being 100% happy without someone to show us that there is a world of a difference between feeling ‘happy’ and feeling whole

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I #PrayForSouthKorea because I care not because I’m a kpop fan.

(Source: vipapluskissmeshawol, via blackjackbom)

blackjackbom:

I will be forever grateful to who ever helps me find a tutorial video for the foot thing that they do in the mama beat mv

Most kissable (male) lips in Kpop

I saw a post of Kpop most kissable lips (male version): and I felt like they left out a few people…..so here’s my version(though I do agree with their’s as well)

Daesung of Big Bang

G-Dragon of Big Bang

Zico of Block B

King of LC9

JaeJoong of DBSK/TVXQ/JYJ

V of BTS

Bi Rain

Se7en

Kris of EXO

Kai of EXO

D.O. of EXO

And I could probably go on longer but I’m too lazy lol

girlsbydaylight:

雪の女王 by cancer on pixiv